bad, bad day!!!

Breathe in… breathe out… (hay,,,cool ka lang) you’ll be ok. --- that’s what I keep on telling myself.

I want to cry,,, I wanna burst out!!! I feel so numb, my hands are shaking big time, im sweating so cold right now. Why? Why is this happening to me??? Bat sken pa??? Why now???

My friend Jenny just called,, she just got a call from my other friend Chad to tell me the news… She said Chad just saw my ex-boyfriend with somebody else. And the worst part of it,,, she was pretty, sexy and tall. Ano pang mas sasakit pa, kundi marinig mo yang mga ganyang bagay. I cant breathe,,, I feel like collapsing. I just don’t know what to do.

Ayoko na!!! Tama na!!! I need to get off of these things! I DON’T DESERVE THIS! Ano ba,, tigilan nio na ko!!!

AHHHHH!!!!!! Gusto kong sumigaw ng malakas,,, gusto kong magmura,,, gusto kong manapak!!! Sorry for the barbaric behavior, I just cant take this anymore. I had enough…

Baket ko pa kc sha minahal??? Letseng buhay nga nman to,,, hindi na ba ako mananahimik sa mga pambubulabog ng mga nararamdaman. Will I ever get some peace in this life? This is such a bad day for me. Kanina pa tlga eh. Biruin mo nga nman,, kung hindi ka nga nman ba malas noh. Pagsabay-sabayin ba ang problema sa bahay at problema sa lovelyf. Buti na lang sembreak ngayon at malabong magkaproblema sa school.

(After 4 hours) Hay… ok na ko. After crying to my friends over the fone,, after talking to my pal Jenny,,, after thinking about crazy and funny things, after all the nonsense stuffs we did,,, thank God im ok. Nalabas ko na lahat ng mabigat sa dibdib. Sana nga lang last na to. Pero sino nga nman ang niloko ko? I know this is just one of the those very upsetting things na malalaman ko. So, cge, ibigay nio lang… ready na ko.

Kita nio na,, sabi ko sa inyo eh,, masasaktan at masasaktan uli ako. Panigurado yan! Hindi na kelangan ng mga mathemathical genius tulad nina Pythagoras at Einstein para mamasgot yan. Miski tanga alam na ganyan ang mangyayare. Sino bang nagsabi sa inyo na exempted ako sa ganyang mga bagay.

Naisip ko lang,, malas ba tlga ako o sadyang ganito na tlga ang tadhana ko? Dapat ko ba shang panghinayangan dahil gwapo at gwapo at gwapo at gwapo sha? Hehehe… Alam nio ba? Date sobrang bulag ako sa kanya, nung kme pa non ha… Tignan nio na nagagawa ng gwapo, kahit anong ugali meron sha nagugustuhan at napapamahal na.

He was the guy I was hoping for… good-looking, mature, tall, fair-complexion, practical, gentleman, loving, caring, yada yada…. And the list goes on and on. He has become my Mr. Right guy. Ang sweet noh??? Pero that doesn’t last for long…

Gusto nio bang ikwento ko pa sa inyo kung pano kme nagkakilala??? Cguro hindi na kc parang Lola Basyang na dating ko sa inyo nyan.. Pero parang ganito yan… He was my classmate when I was still 2nd year, 2nd sem only to this 1 subject (English). I really don’t know him,,, although he was the first guy who caught my attention on the first day of our class. I don’t have any intentions whatsoever of getting close to him. Wla na nga rin akong pakialam sa kanya eh. Hello?! Hindi kayo naniniwala?? Ebidensya… hindi ko alam pangalan nya… totoo. I never knew his name until the last day he attended our class. I can still remember that day accurately, I was sitting on the back row and he was sitting in front. Nagulat ako when he turn his back and ask me my number after our teacher dismissed the class. Baket??? Baket kaya??? Then I remembered the time when my other classmate talked to me about him. Tinatanong daw nia name ko. That was the week after I had my report. Hindi ko binigay ung number ko… baket? Bat ko sa kanya ibibigay? Hello, close ba tayo? And then I saw him again,,, finals week na non. I was in the internet room checking our group project. On to my astonishment, I saw him again. You could have guessed what he just did. Kinuha nman nya email add ko so he can add me to his friendster account. Binigay ko nman.. Cge, ok lang yan, cute nman sha eh, frenster lang nman yan. And the rest is history.. we exchange messages on the friendster, txt and been talking on the fon until midnight. 3 months after…naging kme na.

I don’t mean to brag, but his Mr. WCC 03, Mr. Flawless (Bikini Open) 04, model, student and business man at the same time. So expected na that I’ll be falling inlove with him head over heals. Pero wlang nangyare. You can guess why. The reason why we broke-up,, dahil sa letseng carrer nya. Hindi ko nga alam kung tlaga bang busy sha sa career nya o yun lang ung naisip nyang katanggap-tanggap na rason. Masaket diba? Pero ok lang,, sabi ko nga, naging masaya din nman ako.

Alam mo ba kung baket tlga ako umiyak??? Kc hindi pa tlga ako ready na mapalitan nia ako agad. Hello, magtthree months pa lang kmeng wla noh… Natatakot din akong makita sha kasama ung sinasabing maganda, matangkad at sexy na babaeng un. Kahit naman cguro sino ayaw ng ganon diba? Lalo na kung mas lamang sayo ung ipapalit nya. Ang tingin pa ng ibang tao eh LOSER KA kc iniwan at pinagpalit ka nya sa iba. Bullshit diba???

Pero hindi,, hindi ko sha kawalan. Baket, sino ba sha??? Hindi sha ang taong dapat kong pag-aksayahan ng luha dahil WLA SHANG KWENTANG LALAKE!!!! Sinong nagsabi sayo na attractive at karespe-respeto ang nagbibikini sa madlang people?! Pwede ba,,, ang cheap mo noh!!! Ibaba ko ba ang sarili ko sa isang mapagkakamalang call boy na katulad mo? Pwede ba?! Matino na pag-iisip ko noh…Gising na ko! Gising na gising na!!!

A, B, C’s about women and shempre me na rin…

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology. – the apology includes chocolates and roses….hehehe!!

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.) – pero pag break na kayo,,hay, halos lahat na ng makita nia male…

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.---> dis IS sOoo.. True! haha! Ü

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. – hehehe! Kakilig un, sobra!!!!

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually is not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stares ok?

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently. – but break it to her as as soon as possible so that she’ll never expect so much from you…

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. – nope, don’t do this to me,,, if I already reject you that’s over. Maiilang lang ako sayo and I promise you u’ll never gonna like it.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway. – kc were not. Bka hindi ka lang marunong maka-appreciate….

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off. – yep, like u guys, takot kme sa sobrang commited na relationship. Give it some spice, were still young for that!

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news. – ganon??? Dapat hindi to sinasabi,, laglagan na to eh…

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her. – pero kung obvious nman, wag ka nman magpakamanhid,, be sensitive!!! Wag mo na itanong ok..

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful. – hindi lang beautiful… appreciated, loved, cared and the list goes on and on…kaya don’t hesitate to say those 3 magical words. Pero kung hindi ka sincere and you’e just trying to make bola,,,ah, mag-isip-isip ka na kc mafifeel din nmeng nanloloko ka.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories. – or just watch romantic movies…mas updated un!!!

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself. – nope! Not true…. Shempre titignan muna nmen ung sarili nmen before anyone else…

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. – aawwww… so true.

24. Girls love having fun! – go girls!!!!!

25. A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day. – but a little prank can ruin that bright day..

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend. – sorry, not applicable to me. It doesn’t matter what the intention basta ba magiging close ko lahat ng tao eh, y not?

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. – faithfully and truthfully

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved. – shempre!!!

- so, ayan ah..for those men who want to understand women more precisely,, tulong ko na yan sa inyo…and for the girls out der…just post your comments and ill try to read all of them.

WORDS WOMEN USE

If u want to understand women, here are some words that may help you figure out what we truly meant when we say something…

FINE

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

FIVE MINUTES

If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given 5 more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

NOTHING

This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with 'Nothing' usually end in "Fine"

GO AHEAD

This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it.

LOUD SIGH

This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you over "Nothing"

THAT'S OKAY

This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

THANKS

A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're welcome.

zOdiaC sIgnS!!

Aries
Turn ons - Aries are naturally active and vibrant people and they have affinity for such people too . You will have to increase your pace to be in step with them. Remember they leave tortoises and snails way behind without even glancing at them once. They like and appreciate frank and straightforward persons. With them you can be your true self that is no pretenses (but don`t try your luck being over frank-they are volatile). If you are in love with Ram then you have to show your enthusiasm in all there activities (you can always yawn later!).
Turn offs - Do not tell an Aries that s/he may be wrong lest you may stir a storm in a teacup. But instead do what you feel is right and of course do not take the credit for the work done well. Aries people are very faithful and passionate lovers. Do not give air to the smoldering fire within them by making them jealous. No flirtations or fooling around with others in their presence unless of course you wish to write your death wish (you will be granted!).

Taurus
Turn ons - Stability and dependability characterize Taurus. They like people who can blend and grow with them. If you have a Taurus partner you should appreciate all things bright and beautiful. They have an inherent artistic sense and are fond of color and music. Judge the life with them from purely materialistic point of view. Enjoy everything luxurious that money can provide. Enjoy good food (better if you can cook to please them) and good drinks with them.
Turn offs - Taurus is very slow to anger (in fact you may spend the whole life with them and still no spark) but you should not push your luck too much. Being unreasonable or aggressive with them may get you into trouble. Do not press him into a corner and if you do be prepared for a violent rage. Taurus is capable of violent outbursts though this is on very rare occasions. If you have a roving eye forget it because Taurus have can take the cake when it comes to being possessive. They can be suffocating when being possessive about you.

Gemini
Turn ons - Gemini is a highly intellectual and versatile person. If you have a Gemini partner you have to match your wits with his wits to keep the zing in the relation. They want to be mentally stimulated so you have to be good in conversing. Your sense of humor will get you a permanent residence place in the heart of a Gemini. Be more communicative with them and if you are good in this then you will never know how hours pass by with you holding each other`s hand.
Turn offs - Gemini`s like to do many things at the same time so if unfortunately you are the types who is looking for stability you may get disappointed. Do not hold back a Gemini or you may lose him, as they are restless and need change in life constantly. You should try to adopt yourself with the ever-changing Gemini. Orthodox or conservative old fashion ideas are no-no in their dictionary. Change with the ever-changing Gemini and do not flow against the current.

Cancer
Turn ons - Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another moment they may cry or sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean always fluctuating. Cancer people love food so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.
Turn offs - Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotions and sentiments. They are like tides that can take you with it. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things too so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs these things hold special meaning to them. You have to realize that the crabs have soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action it would only lead to confusion.

Leo
Turn ons - If you have Leo partner respect him and his majestic manners. Accept the advice of Leo, the lion, as he is the king of the jungle. It is the sign of a showman so if your partner does everything in grand style enjoy it. Do lavish Leo`s frequently with compliments and see them purr like a cat. They fall easily for flattery and want to be center of attraction of all eyes (sometimes they can be quiet theatrical too).
Turn offs - Never ever hurt the ego of a Leo. Pride, ego and vanity are some of the bags all Leo`s always carry with them. Do not touch these bags. An authoritative Leo is even more difficult to handle in such circumstances. Leo is a sunny sign so they do not like people who are gloomy or depressed. Even if you are crying at heart keep a sunny smile on your lips and then let lion take the charge and remove all worries from your life.

Virgo
Turn ons - Virgo`s are very methodical and have great sense of duty but are blind to their own faults so if you have a Virgo partner emphasize more on their qualities (as it is they are not going to accept). Take keen interest in what they are doing and you will realize that they will go out of their way to help you. Do rely and appreciate their mental powers than physical powers. They can turn even an unsuccessful venture into a success.
Turn offs - Do not push a Virgo into limelight or on the center stage unless of course they do so on there own. They are shy and reserved by nature and do not like to be cynosure of all eyes. Virgo`s have a secrets that virtuous as they are would not like to come out in open so even if you have the key to their secret skeleton closet hide it do not admit even that you know anything about it. Virgo, the virgins, does not want to tarnish their public image.

Libra
Turn ons - Libra needs peace and harmony in all their relationship so help them maintain that. Venus the ruling planet gives them beauty and they have weakness for people who can compliment them about their beauty (you will not have to make an effort to do that anyway). You can help Libra seek union and partnership in life. If you have Libra partner you can be sure to share beautiful and pleasurable moments together.
Turn offs - Libra is kind and gentle soul but very argumentative. Hence do not start an argument or discussion unless of course you are free and do not know how to pass your time. They hate to lose and most probably in between of discussion they may change their side too (remember scales can tilt) and still continue arguing from other side. Do not push your Libra partner into making decisions. They will keep weighing pros and cons and may still not be able to come to any decision. Have patience!

Scorpio
Turn ons - Scorpio`s are full of passion and zest for life. They have tremendous drive that can involve you too. Tune in to their wavelength and you can enjoy the harmony and music in life with them. Scorpio`s are loyal and never forget a kind deed done by you. If you want to enjoy life with your Scorpio lover share their passion and intensity and you will be fascinated by how beautiful life can be with them.
Turn offs - Scorpio`s are very passionate and intense but they are also fiercely possessive and would like to possess your mind, body and soul. Do not let seeds of jealousy grow in them because then you may have to suffer agonies of jealousy and discontentment in life. Scorpio`s have explosive tempers be careful how you handle them. They never let anyone know what is going on in their mind till they strike and you may be caught unawares. Do not flirt around in the presence of your Scorpio lover.

Sagittarius
Turn ons - Sagittarius is basically a happy go lucky kind. You can enjoy with their zest and enthusiasm in life. They can bubble with excitement that can be tangible at times. And if you share same interests and hobbies then life can be great fun together. They are frank and straightforward so if you want some truthful opinion about anything or anyone goes to them. Be optimistic as they are and view life as glass half full.
Turn offs - Sagittarius is fiercely independent and cannot tolerate restriction hence do not try to hold them back in life. Let them enjoy their freedom because if you hold any special place in their heart they will always come back for you. Do not feel irritated by the exaggeration in their speech. They may go on and on talking about certain things that may not even interest you but it is their way of trying to communicate with you. They are basically frank and outspoken (to the point of being rude) so do not feel offended by their talks.

Capricorn
Turn ons - Capricorn are strong and dependable hence if you want to put your money on anyone it is of course this zodiac sign no matter how many difficulties (that incidentally are many) The goat has to undertake to achieve the goals. They are practical and conservative in their outlook and they expect you to blend in their color. They set certain standards for themselves in their life and they will always try to maintain those standards. For them social status and image is very important in life.
Turn offs - Do not expect a Capricorn mate to open their heart and pour everything to you. They are very secretive and reserved people. They are very thorough in all their affairs and hate any kind of sloppiness. Capricorn is very tightfisted and economical. Do not expect lavish gifts from them and if they do give you any gift (that is very rare) it will have some practical use (no romance please) but that does not mean you will be deprived of anything on the contrary you will be well provided.

Aquarius
Turn ons - Aquarius are friendly and fascinating people. They have in-depth knowledge about various subjects and you can converse with them for hours without getting bored. They are capable of giving a lot of love that can be amazing. They have very broad outlook about life and you can relax in their presence. They will always welcome your ideas and actions about humanitarian causes. To keep an Aquarians lover interested you must possess that mysterious and intriguing quality. Once hooked they will always be very faithful to you.
Turn offs - Do not expect or plan a normal, simple and predictable life with an Aquarius partner. Aquarius people are totally unpredictable. They can go to any direction without giving any advance notice. They are basically very restless and get very easily bored. Though they are very friendly but do not expect them to reveal their inner most feelings to you (they will never). They can be very detached and impersonal that you may find very strange. Do not be surprised by this unpredictable quality that may crop up often

Pisces
Turn ons - Pisces are very sensitive and charming people. If you are looking for someone who is understanding and can understand your feelings then you have met the right person. You should appreciate their feelings too and in the time when you need them they will help you. Pisces have keenly developed sixth sense and have great intuitive powers. Their hunches may usually be on the mark. But they can exhaust their physical and mental energies. They are born dreamers and you can build palaces with your dream lover (only in real life it may become a little difficult preposition).
Turn offs - Pisces are dreamers and you should not expect them to have worldly ambitions. They are not materialistic in nature. It is not that they like living below the poverty line but they have no earnest desire to accumulate wealth. They are very sensitive and you have to be always careful about their feelings. The fishes are capable of drowning you in their tears (even men born under this sign). Pisces people are very intuitive but do not depend on them to make decision on important matters

Oh my gosh!!!!

oN d 1st dAy....
she seNt a msg 2 d guy...
" mis u n! wat tym k b pu2Nta.
"she's w8ting 4 d reply...but no 0ne ans...

2nd msg..."i text u kninang morningbat di k ng reply"...
wat tym k b pu2nta?!
"i need ur ans asap...
but she w8 4 5 hours la pring sgot..
Sa sobrang asar ini-off nya ang CP nya...
nd told herself...
"i will not open this cell unlesspu2nta xa d2...
after a few minute nk2log n rin xa....

2ND DAY...
she's still w8ting 2 her boyfrend..
mg pa2ring s fone tp0s ba2..
she told herself..."mahal pa kya nya ako?!"
"he know nmn pg ng pa2ring akoh...
she's expcting thatd b0y will call her bck...
untill its evening no one comes,no one calls...
her CP still off..

3RD DAY
nasa lobby ng bhay...she's still w8ting;
ng pa2ringafter a few hours, d fone rung...
she ans it quickly...
"hello"on d 2nd line..
"honey...ilove u very much..
biglang ng busy..
glit n glit na umupo sa s0fa..
at nano0d ng t.v...after a few mins...
my kumatok...she stnd quickly...
nd open d do0r...
she was surprised when she saw her bfstnding on d do0r...
w/ go0d look...
white long sleeves...
ndwhite pants...
[BLOOMING]d guy said to her...
"come w/ me... yaAn mohkng bumawi sau"
she ans..."w8 ill juz....."
"come lets go...(--------------)"

after a few mins. they arrived on d plce...
sa houz ng guy...knabahan xa....
she's asking...."wat happen...bat ang dming tao...
at myred light....wats that...?!(she stop 4 a while)
"ur mom"wlng sg0t..
d guy 0nlylo0ked at her face...
bglng may 2mawag s knya...
She was shock when she saw d guy's momcrying and embraced her...
"c0me w/ me!
sa buong pg aaklng mnksunodsa knyaang guy....
on d do0r....she was shocked whenshe saw a dead person infr0nt of her.....s
he lo0ked at her back...but d guy was g0ne.....
where did it go?? la nmn xang
nkitang dumAan infr0nt of her...
d mother said...
"bat ngaun k lng pumuntakhp0n p koh ng te2xt sau!per0 nk-off ang phone moh...
she open her CP nd sat 4 a while...
nd read d msg...there are 5 unread msgs...
she open d 1st msg.."trishia, my s0n is now 50/50c0me here he needeD u...
2nd msg..."pls c0me hir or reply....i need it now...
"3rd msg..."my s0n is on comatose....can u visit him nowyour his strength"...
4th msg..."hija my s0n is dead"
and then she cried nd think knowing..
that her love is now gone in her lyf...naicp nya ung ngyri.....
she's with d guyon the past few hours....
but she think,nd think, nd think...
hanggang dumting ang knyng pag iicpsa guy....
"c0me lets go"...."dalawin moh nmn ako..
khit sa huling araw ng lamay koh...!

b coz this story gives u an idea that..y0u will never know what will happen to the PERSON you LOVE!!!

“The entire sum of existence is the magic of being needed by just one person.”

What?! Ano na nman ba ito?! Nananahimik ang tao biglang mei magttxt sayo ng ganito? Tama ba nmang pati sa pagtulog mo ito ang magwiwindang sayo?! Hiritin ba nmann ako ng ganitong banat… Ano ba,, can I get some peace in this life? Will I ever get a second without even thinking about that crazy bullshit?
I may sound absurd, resentful, bitter, and all that but there are some people who can understand what im saying…Falling in love is such a wonderful thing. It can change you into a totally different person in a flash. People whose lives are in black and white change into a full-colored glittery picture with matching extra designs and exaggerated frames . You name it,, love can change it. It can turn the wild and untamed beast into a very refined and peaceful dove. Some of us call it magic but some call it madness. Yes,, you heard me right. I really did write that. Madness!!!

I don’t wanna explain why madness,, gusto kong maging masaya ang unang entry ko sa blog na to. Tska dapat ang focus ng writings ko eh ang topic. Siguro nman naiintindihan nio rin ako kung baket. Ayoko na ring I-recall ang mga masasamang bagay na napagdaanan ko dahil jan sa letseng love na yan.

Focusing on the topic,,, the entire existence is the magic of being needed by just one person –nakakaasar noh? All our lives were wishing for this special person to come, the prince charming of our lives sabi nga sa cinderella, the ice cream in our special halo-halo sa chowking, our reason for breathing sabi nga ni ruff ends…(exage na diba?) Anyway, going back, have you ever thought of this, being destined to this one person and devotedly give all of who at what you are without any hesitations. Hindi ba sha unfair? O kaya hindi ba sha o.a? Baket kaya ganon, baket pa kelangang masaktan ng sobra sobra kung hindi nman pla sha ung para nman tlga sayo…Bullshit diba?? Kc ganito ang nangyayare, isa lang ang para sayo pero ang dame dameng lalake ang minamahal at mamahalin mo? Sa dameng lalake na minahal mo, lahat ng yon sasaktan ka, lahat lolokohin ka at lahat ng yon magpapa-iyak sayo. Masaket diba??Looking deeper and thinking positively,,, yep,,, after meeting ang falling in-love with different men, after crying a bucket of tears for them, after all those pains and sufferings,,, dadating din ang lalakeng para tlga sayo.. Just look at it this way, you learn from your mistakes, you learn from your failed relationships. Oo, nasaktan ka nga pero mei natutunan ka nman diba? At yung mga natutunan mo ang maghahahnda sayo para don sa iisang taong magpapakumpleto sa buhay mo, para don sa taong ginawa tlga para sayo… ang sarap pakinggan diba? Tignan mo nlang din sha ng ganito, sa dameng lalakeng nagpaiyak sayo,, un din and dame ng beses na naging masaya ka… Hindi ba? Hindi ka nman magpapatuloy na magmahal kung hindi ka rin naging masaya sa una diba? Kaya ako,, oo nasaktan at nasasaktan pa nga ako ngayon pero naging masaya din nman ako sa kanya eh. Oo nga mahirap pero sa hirap na to ko narerealize ang value ng gusto ko.
Kaya nga kahit nasasaktan ako, willing pa rin akong magmahal ule… Ganyan tlga buhay, magulo, paiba-iba, kumplekado. Pero anong pake ko, lahat naman tayo dumadaan tlga sa ganito. Lahat tayo nagiging tanga, nagiging baliw at lahat tayo nagpapaka martir pero sa huli,,,dadating din ang taong para sayo. Sana nga….

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Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment. When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you? "Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you. "Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered. Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!" Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her. Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered, "Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."
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wow!! ang hirap! its 2:52 in the morning but still wide awake. no wonder i have this humongous eyebags and pimples on my face. i have this biggest problem a girl could ever had...i dont know how to beautify this blog of mine. i cant figure out how to post pictures and all that. pano ba to??? hehehe! sorry for the ignorance but just for the record, i really dont have plans of having a blog site, its curiosity that leads me to this course. hay,,,anyone here who is willing to teach an amateur like me? cge na... im willing to learn.