bad, bad day!!!
Breathe in… breathe out… (hay,,,cool ka lang) you’ll be ok. --- that’s what I keep on telling myself.
I want to cry,,, I wanna burst out!!! I feel so numb, my hands are shaking big time, im sweating so cold right now. Why? Why is this happening to me??? Bat sken pa??? Why now???
My friend Jenny just called,, she just got a call from my other friend Chad to tell me the news… She said Chad just saw my ex-boyfriend with somebody else. And the worst part of it,,, she was pretty, sexy and tall. Ano pang mas sasakit pa, kundi marinig mo yang mga ganyang bagay. I cant breathe,,, I feel like collapsing. I just don’t know what to do.
Ayoko na!!! Tama na!!! I need to get off of these things! I DON’T DESERVE THIS! Ano ba,, tigilan nio na ko!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!! Gusto kong sumigaw ng malakas,,, gusto kong magmura,,, gusto kong manapak!!! Sorry for the barbaric behavior, I just cant take this anymore. I had enough…
Baket ko pa kc sha minahal??? Letseng buhay nga nman to,,, hindi na ba ako mananahimik sa mga pambubulabog ng mga nararamdaman. Will I ever get some peace in this life? This is such a bad day for me. Kanina pa tlga eh. Biruin mo nga nman,, kung hindi ka nga nman ba malas noh. Pagsabay-sabayin ba ang problema sa bahay at problema sa lovelyf. Buti na lang sembreak ngayon at malabong magkaproblema sa school.
(After 4 hours) Hay… ok na ko. After crying to my friends over the fone,, after talking to my pal Jenny,,, after thinking about crazy and funny things, after all the nonsense stuffs we did,,, thank God im ok. Nalabas ko na lahat ng mabigat sa dibdib. Sana nga lang last na to. Pero sino nga nman ang niloko ko? I know this is just one of the those very upsetting things na malalaman ko. So, cge, ibigay nio lang… ready na ko.
Kita nio na,, sabi ko sa inyo eh,, masasaktan at masasaktan uli ako. Panigurado yan! Hindi na kelangan ng mga mathemathical genius tulad nina Pythagoras at Einstein para mamasgot yan. Miski tanga alam na ganyan ang mangyayare. Sino bang nagsabi sa inyo na exempted ako sa ganyang mga bagay.
Naisip ko lang,, malas ba tlga ako o sadyang ganito na tlga ang tadhana ko? Dapat ko ba shang panghinayangan dahil gwapo at gwapo at gwapo at gwapo sha? Hehehe… Alam nio ba? Date sobrang bulag ako sa kanya, nung kme pa non ha… Tignan nio na nagagawa ng gwapo, kahit anong ugali meron sha nagugustuhan at napapamahal na.
He was the guy I was hoping for… good-looking, mature, tall, fair-complexion, practical, gentleman, loving, caring, yada yada…. And the list goes on and on. He has become my Mr. Right guy. Ang sweet noh??? Pero that doesn’t last for long…
Gusto nio bang ikwento ko pa sa inyo kung pano kme nagkakilala??? Cguro hindi na kc parang Lola Basyang na dating ko sa inyo nyan.. Pero parang ganito yan… He was my classmate when I was still 2nd year, 2nd sem only to this 1 subject (English). I really don’t know him,,, although he was the first guy who caught my attention on the first day of our class. I don’t have any intentions whatsoever of getting close to him. Wla na nga rin akong pakialam sa kanya eh. Hello?! Hindi kayo naniniwala?? Ebidensya… hindi ko alam pangalan nya… totoo. I never knew his name until the last day he attended our class. I can still remember that day accurately, I was sitting on the back row and he was sitting in front. Nagulat ako when he turn his back and ask me my number after our teacher dismissed the class. Baket??? Baket kaya??? Then I remembered the time when my other classmate talked to me about him. Tinatanong daw nia name ko. That was the week after I had my report. Hindi ko binigay ung number ko… baket? Bat ko sa kanya ibibigay? Hello, close ba tayo? And then I saw him again,,, finals week na non. I was in the internet room checking our group project. On to my astonishment, I saw him again. You could have guessed what he just did. Kinuha nman nya email add ko so he can add me to his friendster account. Binigay ko nman.. Cge, ok lang yan, cute nman sha eh, frenster lang nman yan. And the rest is history.. we exchange messages on the friendster, txt and been talking on the fon until midnight. 3 months after…naging kme na.
I don’t mean to brag, but his Mr. WCC 03, Mr. Flawless (Bikini Open) 04, model, student and business man at the same time. So expected na that I’ll be falling inlove with him head over heals. Pero wlang nangyare. You can guess why. The reason why we broke-up,, dahil sa letseng carrer nya. Hindi ko nga alam kung tlaga bang busy sha sa career nya o yun lang ung naisip nyang katanggap-tanggap na rason. Masaket diba? Pero ok lang,, sabi ko nga, naging masaya din nman ako.
Alam mo ba kung baket tlga ako umiyak??? Kc hindi pa tlga ako ready na mapalitan nia ako agad. Hello, magtthree months pa lang kmeng wla noh… Natatakot din akong makita sha kasama ung sinasabing maganda, matangkad at sexy na babaeng un. Kahit naman cguro sino ayaw ng ganon diba? Lalo na kung mas lamang sayo ung ipapalit nya. Ang tingin pa ng ibang tao eh LOSER KA kc iniwan at pinagpalit ka nya sa iba. Bullshit diba???
Pero hindi,, hindi ko sha kawalan. Baket, sino ba sha??? Hindi sha ang taong dapat kong pag-aksayahan ng luha dahil WLA SHANG KWENTANG LALAKE!!!! Sinong nagsabi sayo na attractive at karespe-respeto ang nagbibikini sa madlang people?! Pwede ba,,, ang cheap mo noh!!! Ibaba ko ba ang sarili ko sa isang mapagkakamalang call boy na katulad mo? Pwede ba?! Matino na pag-iisip ko noh…Gising na ko! Gising na gising na!!!
I want to cry,,, I wanna burst out!!! I feel so numb, my hands are shaking big time, im sweating so cold right now. Why? Why is this happening to me??? Bat sken pa??? Why now???
My friend Jenny just called,, she just got a call from my other friend Chad to tell me the news… She said Chad just saw my ex-boyfriend with somebody else. And the worst part of it,,, she was pretty, sexy and tall. Ano pang mas sasakit pa, kundi marinig mo yang mga ganyang bagay. I cant breathe,,, I feel like collapsing. I just don’t know what to do.
Ayoko na!!! Tama na!!! I need to get off of these things! I DON’T DESERVE THIS! Ano ba,, tigilan nio na ko!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!! Gusto kong sumigaw ng malakas,,, gusto kong magmura,,, gusto kong manapak!!! Sorry for the barbaric behavior, I just cant take this anymore. I had enough…
Baket ko pa kc sha minahal??? Letseng buhay nga nman to,,, hindi na ba ako mananahimik sa mga pambubulabog ng mga nararamdaman. Will I ever get some peace in this life? This is such a bad day for me. Kanina pa tlga eh. Biruin mo nga nman,, kung hindi ka nga nman ba malas noh. Pagsabay-sabayin ba ang problema sa bahay at problema sa lovelyf. Buti na lang sembreak ngayon at malabong magkaproblema sa school.
(After 4 hours) Hay… ok na ko. After crying to my friends over the fone,, after talking to my pal Jenny,,, after thinking about crazy and funny things, after all the nonsense stuffs we did,,, thank God im ok. Nalabas ko na lahat ng mabigat sa dibdib. Sana nga lang last na to. Pero sino nga nman ang niloko ko? I know this is just one of the those very upsetting things na malalaman ko. So, cge, ibigay nio lang… ready na ko.
Kita nio na,, sabi ko sa inyo eh,, masasaktan at masasaktan uli ako. Panigurado yan! Hindi na kelangan ng mga mathemathical genius tulad nina Pythagoras at Einstein para mamasgot yan. Miski tanga alam na ganyan ang mangyayare. Sino bang nagsabi sa inyo na exempted ako sa ganyang mga bagay.
Naisip ko lang,, malas ba tlga ako o sadyang ganito na tlga ang tadhana ko? Dapat ko ba shang panghinayangan dahil gwapo at gwapo at gwapo at gwapo sha? Hehehe… Alam nio ba? Date sobrang bulag ako sa kanya, nung kme pa non ha… Tignan nio na nagagawa ng gwapo, kahit anong ugali meron sha nagugustuhan at napapamahal na.
He was the guy I was hoping for… good-looking, mature, tall, fair-complexion, practical, gentleman, loving, caring, yada yada…. And the list goes on and on. He has become my Mr. Right guy. Ang sweet noh??? Pero that doesn’t last for long…
Gusto nio bang ikwento ko pa sa inyo kung pano kme nagkakilala??? Cguro hindi na kc parang Lola Basyang na dating ko sa inyo nyan.. Pero parang ganito yan… He was my classmate when I was still 2nd year, 2nd sem only to this 1 subject (English). I really don’t know him,,, although he was the first guy who caught my attention on the first day of our class. I don’t have any intentions whatsoever of getting close to him. Wla na nga rin akong pakialam sa kanya eh. Hello?! Hindi kayo naniniwala?? Ebidensya… hindi ko alam pangalan nya… totoo. I never knew his name until the last day he attended our class. I can still remember that day accurately, I was sitting on the back row and he was sitting in front. Nagulat ako when he turn his back and ask me my number after our teacher dismissed the class. Baket??? Baket kaya??? Then I remembered the time when my other classmate talked to me about him. Tinatanong daw nia name ko. That was the week after I had my report. Hindi ko binigay ung number ko… baket? Bat ko sa kanya ibibigay? Hello, close ba tayo? And then I saw him again,,, finals week na non. I was in the internet room checking our group project. On to my astonishment, I saw him again. You could have guessed what he just did. Kinuha nman nya email add ko so he can add me to his friendster account. Binigay ko nman.. Cge, ok lang yan, cute nman sha eh, frenster lang nman yan. And the rest is history.. we exchange messages on the friendster, txt and been talking on the fon until midnight. 3 months after…naging kme na.
I don’t mean to brag, but his Mr. WCC 03, Mr. Flawless (Bikini Open) 04, model, student and business man at the same time. So expected na that I’ll be falling inlove with him head over heals. Pero wlang nangyare. You can guess why. The reason why we broke-up,, dahil sa letseng carrer nya. Hindi ko nga alam kung tlaga bang busy sha sa career nya o yun lang ung naisip nyang katanggap-tanggap na rason. Masaket diba? Pero ok lang,, sabi ko nga, naging masaya din nman ako.
Alam mo ba kung baket tlga ako umiyak??? Kc hindi pa tlga ako ready na mapalitan nia ako agad. Hello, magtthree months pa lang kmeng wla noh… Natatakot din akong makita sha kasama ung sinasabing maganda, matangkad at sexy na babaeng un. Kahit naman cguro sino ayaw ng ganon diba? Lalo na kung mas lamang sayo ung ipapalit nya. Ang tingin pa ng ibang tao eh LOSER KA kc iniwan at pinagpalit ka nya sa iba. Bullshit diba???
Pero hindi,, hindi ko sha kawalan. Baket, sino ba sha??? Hindi sha ang taong dapat kong pag-aksayahan ng luha dahil WLA SHANG KWENTANG LALAKE!!!! Sinong nagsabi sayo na attractive at karespe-respeto ang nagbibikini sa madlang people?! Pwede ba,,, ang cheap mo noh!!! Ibaba ko ba ang sarili ko sa isang mapagkakamalang call boy na katulad mo? Pwede ba?! Matino na pag-iisip ko noh…Gising na ko! Gising na gising na!!!
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