Monday, January 24, 2005

Just another misfortune in my life

My lymph nodes are swelling,, I still have fever and Im experiencing terrible headaches, chills and dizziness. What more can I ask for? It seems like Im having a nightmare and I cant hardly wait to wake up. The feeling of a sick person is truly a bad experience, Im not even going to mention all the fuzz that you need to go through. Well, I just have to live with it, I guess. All this stuff will go away. I'll be doing great sooner or later and I'll be feeling as if nothing happened, right? I hope so. I wish all things are like that. I mean, I wish that life isn't as complicated as it is. That things happen as if it was a dream. When something bad is happening to you, you can just think of it as if you you're just having one of those bad dreams at night. And afterwards, you can wake up and have a good day waiting for you.
As I've said, things were not doing great for the past weeks. I've been into some serious fight with a number of my so-called friends,, now, only classmates. I've been having bad days at school and in the hospital. And now, Im sick and Im bothered by so many things. Why do I have to think about what other people say about me? Well, that's the reality. Though I tried not to mind those rumors and bad stuffs against me, I just cant. I miss the old days,, back when I have so many friends, back when Im enjoying school and all that. But no matter what, I cant just go back as if I just woke up from a dream. Its not as easy as that, because its not like that anymore. Its not a a bad dream, nor just a bad day. (The sentimental me has come out again. I really dont want to think about these things anymore because it only ruins my day. Back to my normal, wholesome self....)

Meet the Fockers
Though I've been feeling bad, I still went out with my titas and cousins to watch for a movie this weekend. My overall rating for this film (Film critic ba ako? Wla lang, feel ko lang para hindi ko na maisip mga kagagahan ko.) 4 out of 5. It was a hilarious movie about two families trying to get along comically for their son and daughter's wedding. An entertaining movie that will make you forget about your problems... nakilimutan ko problema ko non ah.

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