Blessing in disguise
Things had been difficult for me this past few days. The people that I thought and expected to understand were, let me just say not being understanding and open-minded. I guess I just have to lower my expectations a little bit and try to rationalize what's happening. I just dont know what to do... Its just difficult to act as if nothings happening. I cried,,, and Im not afraid to show the world that im weak. I just have to face my problems on my own now and try to solve it one by one. Hope I can stand my life's trial.
(Breathing deeply)... how did that happen? My friendship with them was flowing out smoothly and before i know i,,, it was crushing like a glass. Maybe because I have never been a part and would never be a part of their life. Maybe because they never really treated me as a true friend. Maybe because I was never really good enough for them. Or maybe because Im just to hard to get along to. Thoughts like those were bothering me every second. I just cant think anymore. I have 2 projects that needs to be submitted tommorow but Im prioritizing this thing right now. I just cant think normal as i have said. Its just sad to think of it as that, but i cant do anything about it. I just dont know what happen. All I know is that they really really really hate me now. Almost all my classmates were talking about me and how annoying I am on school. Almost all of them were judging me. I hate it. Life really sucks!!!! Why does these things have to happen? I just cant go to school anymore without being talked about.
(Breathing deeply)... how did that happen? My friendship with them was flowing out smoothly and before i know i,,, it was crushing like a glass. Maybe because I have never been a part and would never be a part of their life. Maybe because they never really treated me as a true friend. Maybe because I was never really good enough for them. Or maybe because Im just to hard to get along to. Thoughts like those were bothering me every second. I just cant think anymore. I have 2 projects that needs to be submitted tommorow but Im prioritizing this thing right now. I just cant think normal as i have said. Its just sad to think of it as that, but i cant do anything about it. I just dont know what happen. All I know is that they really really really hate me now. Almost all my classmates were talking about me and how annoying I am on school. Almost all of them were judging me. I hate it. Life really sucks!!!! Why does these things have to happen? I just cant go to school anymore without being talked about.
posted by margareth at 9:51 PM
2 Comments:
dear, Life isn't as bad as u think...it sucks cuz uve met some people like them and u let them put u down...id have 2 agree how hard this is for u, but on the bright side: Ur not going to be with these blood-sucking jerks for the rest of ur life!!!!Let it be, and do ur thing as u used to!U would not die if these freaking people talk about u all the time, besides they'll get tired of it!
It's not worth it to feel bad about something of less importance!Don't let this situation put u down---They have to grow up and u have to stay away from them...
marga,
i feel so sorry bout wats happening to u ryt now. as much as i wanted to help..i dont know how? i guess all i can give u now is a piece of advice...things arent always wat dey seem..they happen for certain reason that we may not understand now. we may feel upset because sometimes things dont turn out the way they should be or the way we wanted them to be..but as they say, "the result is always to our advantage! just ignore wat ur schoolmates are saying bout u..find new friends, someone u can really call true freinds who'll be by ur side no matter what...someone who'll defend u in case u need them...i know ur a smart girl & i believe in d end u'll get over this...;-) wish u luck!!! godbless!
-=heaven=-
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